When we have good days, it easy to forget the bad, but when we have the worse days, it keeps you feeling upset and sad, sad that you are doing shitty job. It makes you angry because you blame yourself. Hurt because you don’t know what else to do
Imagine feeling anxiety all day long, and not being able to sleep because you don’t know how your child will wake up, if it will be a good day or a bad day, if their pants, shirt or sock will feel right even though they wore it yesterday with no problem
Please help and share your story
They isolate you from family and friends so that no one can ever tell you what they think
People ask me all the time how do you do it? My answer is usually, I have no f--king idea.
My writing is always brutally honest, I don’t sugarcoat anything and I tell it like it is.
For something I was looking so forward too, it turned out to be my biggest fear come true.
I have made terrible mistakes in my life. I have hurt people with things I’ve done.
I still wonder if I hadn’t taken you off the medication if you would have lived a little longer
It seemed like my situation was more of a gossip topic for them. Some people like to see you going through a bad time just to gossip,